Small Victories

Today the pharmacist was confused because the name my file is under is Nicole. I guess I look more male then. Yay .

 

Passed twice today... My dad looked a tad mortified

 

Hey Kasey, you should take q photo every day from now until you finish estrogen puberty, it would be cool to see how the changes work on a transgirl who already when through T puberty

 

had my first appointment at the gender clinic today, the psychologist said i am clearly on the right way with going into transition and he thinks we an start hrt in about 4 to 5 months
can't wait to get to that point.....

 

very cute.

 

My father gave me a huge compliment on my looks, after sending him pictures. And I thought I hated compliments, oh boy...

 

I just won a binder giveaway!! I cant wait to start binding

 

My siblings are saying I don't look as feminine anymore. Yay!

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Congratulations! I hope you like it .

 

Went into the guys loos at college, granted it was 7pm and practically no one was there plus I had to leave and use the disabled toilet because the only stall in there was flooded but my confidence is building (kind of).

 

I was going for a walk with my turtles and my mom. Two little girls (3 and 6 y.o. Approx) with their mom started looking at the turtle my mom had while I was in "the small woods" with my other turtle. Then I got to where my mom and the girls where with my turtle in my hand, (she, my turtle, loves me to have her) and her mom said "look at the turtle that boy has! It's so cute!" And i replied, in my manliest voice: yeah! She loves to be petted!

OMGGGGGG!!!
And I don't have boyish short hair nor boyish face nor bind with binder! OMGGGGG *dies*

 

Finally had my friend cut my hair in the style I want.
I would of rather of gotten it professionally done but I chickened out. That being said I do love it. When t
Its not styled it sort of looks like the hair cut a 16 year old buy from the late 90s/ early 2000s might have

 

My case worker called about getting my gender marker changed, and ran through everything I needed.

Unfortunately, here in PA, I need proof of surgery to get my marker on my birth certificate changed and I'm holding off on getting my marker on social security out of the way once I can get my hysto cleared--just so nothing looks too funny. But, my ID marker will be easier and I'm assuming she's cool with signing off on the form I need for the DMV. I'm crossing my fingers that she can get everything mailed to me soon, then all I need to do is fill in the blanks with my DL-32 form and see where things go.

It looks like I should be legally male (for the most part) by this year! Woot!

 

I was finally able to change the name on my high school diploma, my bank account and the card for my health insurance. Everyone was super nice and polite about it and I didn't receive any weird looks and yay.

 

not sure if this counts as a victory or not. but on sunday morning i was laying in bed on my side and when i put my arm down by my side i felt like i had a femine hip shape even when i moved my arm i could feel the sheet on my hip but not my male hip, if that makes any sense. and when i moved my hand back i could feel it tactically and even when i moved my hand across my bum it had a female feel and shape, then the feeling just faded but i felt sooo nice and right with those larger hips and fuller bum. sorry if TMI but i was like Wow.

i guess that counts as my first phantom body part experience? i was awake for all of this just to clarify.

 

My binder finally came today! I've been wearing it for the past hour or so, just while I was in a couple of tutor meetings, and I'm just so happy!