Should I force myself to date woman just to confirm my sexuality?

it sounds like an odd idea, but who knows maybe i will turn out bi, i've never dated anyone before literally no one and i'm already 20, and i don't feel like dating woman, but i genuinely want to date men, at the same time i'm still struggling with thoughts like maybe i will never be attracted to woman after that, i don't know why but i feel as if I have an opportunity to still find woman attractive and i fear losing that chance after dating men, i grow up in a religious culture too, I also feel anxious that the "man" I date will somehow expose me to people and ruin my reputation and life, but with woman I'm not as anxious because it's acceptable socially.
i also fear losing my confidence and masculinity and my self esteem and "becoming addicted to men", maybe I have internalized homophobia, any advice?