I feel like I'm conning my parents out of the financial support they provide me to attend college, which I'm almost entirely sure they would not be giving me if they knew I was trans. It feels like I'm lying to them, because I'm not who they want me to be. I really like the university I attend, and there's no way I'd be able to afford it without the money that they've been contributing, but it feels dishonest, because I think if they knew who I was, completing my studies would no longer be an option. Should I feel as bad as I do, considering the fact that I know they'd be more than enthusiastic about my education if I was cisgender? Or am I right in feeling bad about the fact that I'm covering up who I am for the sake of financial stability?