This fall I went to college, leaving my boyfriend of 10 months who is in his last year of high school. This summer he will be going to basic training for the national guard. I thought everything was going okay, for being away from him. Until yesterday when we were talking, and I asked how he was doing. He didn't respond. I asked him again and he joked it off, until this happened. Me: For real Are you okay Boyfriend: What How are you doing Why Because I asked you I’m not doing great, but the things said before were all meant as jokes I’m not mad at you Yeah I know they were jokes I was just concerned you didn’t answer me when I asked how you were the first time Can I help No I am mad at myself, I am going to fuck things up What are you talking about Never mind It doesn’t matter Boyfriend, I love you so much. I’m always here for you and you can talk to me about anything. You don’t need to talk about this with me if you don’t want to but you definitely can. Your too nice to me No I’m not You deserve it for being so nice to me You deserve better than me. I’m sorry. You don’t need to be sorry You are the best I can have no matter what Stop being nice to me. I need time to sort shit out, I’m not in a good mind state right now. I won’t. That is okay. I’ll be here Don’t say something nice. Good I love you Boyfriend Stop I’m sorry It is okay. Really. No it’s not. It’s not fine You don’t know, don’t say it’s fine. Your too nice to me. I’m sorry I hate this This is stupid I’m sorry Don’t say anything more I’m sorry I didn't say anything else until today at 7pm. I said "I love you" and I didn't get a response. I am so scared and confused about what is wrong. I'm afraid he's going to break up with me. I just don't know what to do and I just want to fix this because I love him so much and I can't lose him.