Well, as I continue to come out to people (luckily so far little backlash as of yet), I continue to realize more every day that I come a step further to really coming to grips with being gay. Everyday I feel less internal uneasiness. I have known for so long, but I am experiencing real acceptance of my true self, by me. I have really for the first time in my 46 years, to be able to let go of my disappointment that I am not "normal", and accept my homosexuality as a built in facet of my humanity. Coming out to me daily is an ongoing and essential process. Just wanted to share.