I think I've about figured out who I am, but not 100% sure. Though I am married to a man, I find myself open to the idea of dating, romancing, sleeping with other sexual identities whether they be trans, non-binary, bi, lesbian, or whatever. I go for personality. According to websites I have looked at that would make me... Pansexual? I have to be emotionally attracted to the person before I would consider sleeping with them, which would make me...Demisexual? I am biologically a female. However, I wear men's clothes. Mainly because physically, they fit me better and are more comfortable. Also, because I've never liked women's clothes or make-up or anything feminine really. Except flowers. Though flowers aren't exclusively feminine because there are plenty of male horticulturists. And, I'm starting to ramble. Anyway, I feel like I have the mind of a man as well as the mannerisms. There have been plenty of times people have called me 'sir' either over the phone or in person and it has never bothered me. I always told myself it's because there are more important things to worry about than whether or not someone used the right pronoun(?) when addressing me. But, I wonder if there is something deeper going on here or am I overthinking this? Physically, I don't like my chest. It's not that it's too small or big; it's too feminine. Lastly, I'm terrified to come out to my family. I'm the second oldest of eight and have already had two of my siblings come out in the past two years. I've already come out to my husband as bicurious, but he doesn't know the whole story. I'm not even sure of the whole story. So, for sexuality I'm demisexual pansexual (Demi-Pansexual?), but definitely not straight. As far as my gender identity goes, I don't identify as female, not one hundred percent, but I don't think I'm trans either. I don't know what I am. Thoughts?