Well, I've had dysphoria (more social than physical) since I was somewhere around 6-8 or at least that's as early as I can remember. I'm AFAB and I started identifying as FTM only this year after lots of questioning. Now I might have to start questioning again because I feel like maybe I'm a little bit agender. I feel only a little uncomfortable identifying as male though most of the time I'm fine. I am almost completely certain that I will go on testosterone because sometimes I feel like I want a genderless body and have a tiny bit of dysphoria, it's not a very strong feeling so I'll probably go ahead with FTM transition. It feels like this: male is my primary gender and agender is like a secondary gender (even though agender means "no gender" ) so if for whatever reason I wasn't able to be male, I'd be agender. I'm comfortable with my name and male pronouns but sometimes I'd sort of like to experiment with a unisex name and neutral pronouns. You can probably tell from reading this that I'm really unsure about all of this I don't really know what I should do, I didn't feel like this when I was a kid but I knew that I wanted to have a male body then, this genderless feeling only started recently and I'm not sure why. Is it possible that this could be a phase for me? Obviously, there are people who are actually agender but I had similar thoughts before where for a little while I wanted to be female, that went away and it turned out that I just felt more feminine than before and I got all confused. Will I have to choose a different label now? I don't know What should I do now?