Hello everyone, So long story short, I keep having this on and off major crush on a friend of mine. She studies in another country and lives in a different city from mine, so we rarely meet. But we do trips with a couple of friends sometimes and message each other pretty regularly. The problem is that every time I do meet her, it's like a huge wave of feelings would come and hit me in the face, reminding me that the crush never really went away in the first place. We are pretty affectionate and touchy-feely with each other, so I guess that's the main reason I have this problem every time we finish a trip together. It frustrates me how this always happens and I need advice on how to make it stop. I know I need to 'move on' or find someone else, but I've taken interest in other people and it just doesn't work. So anyone with similar experience or have any advice regarding this matter, can you help me out? Any input would be appreciated!