I am a woman in my mid 40’s and just recently starting to get attracted to women. It all started when a friend kissed me out of the blue. Much to my astonishment I did not pull away and kissed her back quite passionately. I am so confused I have only ever been with men and never kissed a woman before in my life or had feelings about women this way. I am so infatuated with this woman right now and very confused why after just a kiss I cant stop thinking about her.