It’s been four and a half years since I came out and asked for a divorce and often it has felt kind of like limbo... purgatory... sometimes hell lol! I’ve been a bit stuck dealing with depression and anxiety. Sorting through childhood drama. Add in taking care of family and pausing my life... it’s been a bit of a mess. But I’ve finally started making the moves to take the next steps. I’ve decided to get back to work full time and have been applyIng for jobs. Had an interview already and hoping things move fast for me on this front... spoken with mom (who I currently live with and take care of) so she’s aware of my intentions of moving out. She’s making plans of her own and it seems like things are gonna get sorted rather quickly. I have no idea what I’m gonna be when I grow up (don’t judge me hahaha sure I should be settled into a career but I’m not rushing), or where I am gonna end up. But for now I’m just gonna get a back in the swing of things and get some independence and I’m super happy about that!