Hello! This is my first time here and I came across this site by looking for a chat room or an app that would let me just open up. I would like some advice or just someone to talk to. I just want to say everything that's going through my mind right now so this might be long. To start off I am a 22 year old female. I have identified myself as straight my whole life to others but never felt it. I don't know if I'm bisexual or lesbian. I have never talked to anyone about this but I think it's time I found some help/answers because I'm starting to become really depressed. I don't know who I am and I have completely closed myself off. I don't have any friends that I talk to anymorebecause they have all moved on with their boyfriends. I just feel that my life is goingnowhere. My first crush ever was on a girl and it was when I was in elementary school. I was in 3rd grade. I had a lot of boys who were my friends but I never liked any of them. I've always been more attracted to girls. Throughout middle school and high school I always had crushes on girls. Maybe once I had a crush on a guy in high school but he was my friend and I think I just liked the idea of me liking him because it would make me feel "normal". At this point in my life I do not know what I identify as. I feel that I could be in a relationship with a guy or a girl emotionally. Sexually I definitely wouldn't want to be touched by male or female. It just makes me uncomfortable. I do not mind being the one who does the touching and stuff but I have never liked being touched. I'm more physically attracted to girls. Always have. I always tell myself that maybe I just haven't met the right guy to be attracted to but I think that's just me not accepting myself. My family is very strict and I have no idea how they would react. It scares me even thinking about explaining it to them. I probably won't do it unless I fall in love for sure with a girl. But Yeah, that's all that comes to mind right now. There's so much more but this is getting long. I would like to hear someone's feedback. What do you think I am? I really don't know anything about the LGBT community so if someone could help me out that would be awesome.