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Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by Kwekie, Jun 3, 2020.

  1. Kwekie

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    Throughout my life, I think its pretty easy to say that almost every women who isnt obese and below x age [35? 40? i dont know] is attractive. When I was teenager and all that I was horny as hell and I thought attractive person = im attracted to them. That the desire for sex and that person was the same as desire for sex with that person. After a while i realized i didnt really find women erotic per se, and what i really longed for were guys. Girls were always present on my mind because so many of them are attractive and i had a high libido, but it didnt feel right, and the guys im interested in are so damn selective. Few. I go on ####### and its just a bunch of men i would never have interest in, and then suddenly like lightning theres THAT guy. i dont have many celebrity crushes on men, im not checking out men a ton if im outside and walking around, i do that more for women. I will check out guys if they meet my criterion of interest, which, to be honest, i dont fully understand. i like masculine guys, short feminine guys, its all over the place. But one thing is certain is that most guys im not interested in. And most girls I find completely attractive and sexual, I just dont really care. Its like looking at a really pretty flower or a painting, but one wearing whorish clothing. Pleasant, and topically sexual, but it does nothing.

    Its frustrating. I went on a date the other day with a guy id been texting for a month. I thought there was something there-- he said there wasnt. damn. I have so few people im interested in, that that alone makes me feel inauthentic or broken. How common is it to be picky? So many gay guys i know or have met are just unremittant whores that like every passably attractive guy. I'm not like that at all.
     
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  2. Adz6

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    Hi kwekie,
    Your story is very familiar to mine.
    I also find all women, big, small or whatever very attractive I’m for ever looking at woman and being distracted by their beauty and dare I say their femininity. Though, For the last 20 years or so I’ve never had that lust to be with them in a sexual way, in fact there is no sexual desire form my part at all, I just enjoy looking and observing women. I like the look of women but not in the sexual way.
    When it comes to men, I don’t look at men at all unless he is my type, (fit lean swimmers body). When I see him I can’t take my eyes off him and those wonderful thoughts run Through my head, it is like I’m a teenager again it is wonderful when it happens.
    For me I’m very picky in what turns me on, the way I look at it is that the way I’m wired and I may as well enjoy it