I *finally* came out to my sister! About time! Took me long enough. I would have posted this a few days ago, but there wasn't internet until today because we finally got out of that stupid bed n breakfast and into the actual house. It wasn't exactly how I expected. I mean, I certainly did *not* imagine that she and I would be lying in a double bed in some cheap-o b and b in the middle of Rome when it happened. Nor did I intend to tell her. She sorta forced it out of me. As it turns out, she knew a lot more than I thought she did. I thought she'd merely *suspected* me - turns out she'd found evidence and was certain. Bascially, one day she sneaked onto my laptop when I'd left it open very stupidly and had gone downstairs to play the piano. She'd gone through loads of my documents and stuff, a lot of which were stories, many of them based around my own sexuality. She also found a lot of stuff scribbled on paper, again to do with my sexuality. Needless to say, she also found out about my first crush, something which I was never intending to tell her (because she hates my first crush). She told me that she 'didn't give a s**t about who I went out with', so for the first night things went very well and she was ok with it. However, the next night, her reaction began to confuse me. What happened was she was annoying me so I leaned over to poke her, but I accidentally poked her boob (and I *swear* it was completely accidental!). I said, 'I'm sorry, it was an accident' but then she proceeded to call me a 'lesbian pervert' and said 'You fancy boobs remember?' so she obviously thought it was on purpose. Nevertheless she hasn't been too horrible. She never says anything in the daytimes because other people are around, and doesn't really bother bringing it up at night. But I think her comments that night were a little unfair. Oh well. at least I'm finally out to her.