Earlier today I told my mother I am ftm transgender and want to start going to male pronouns and a male name at home within the next few weeks. She was kind of disappointed because I am her only daughter and I am going to be her maid of honor at her wedding next year. I mentioned something to my mom how it is not uncommon for women to have a male maid of honor but she really wants me to wear a dress and when she asked me I wasn't admitting i myself I could be trans so I agreed to wear a dress. I don't want my mom to look at different and not ask me to braid her hair or help her find a wedding dress but she won't talk to me about me being transgender now and I know over time she will open up about it and just needs to adjust but I want to know if anyone has any advice for how to get her to open up to me about how she feels about all this. Is it normal to worry my mom will start looking at me like I am a completely different person and I worry that she will decide to ask someone else to be her maid of honor at the wedding which is something that I don't want to happen.