so i've been dating this guy for a while now and I came out to him as genderfluid, but a guy most of the time. he then started freaking out and saying he was gonna kill himself because if i was a guy then that made him gay. I told him not to kill himself (he was incredibly suicidal before but he was doing really well) and he said that now he had a reason to. He said that his parents are homophobic and they would think he was a failure. I got sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo incredibly livid but i wouldn't let it show for some reason. Using his logic that means that millions of people should just die. idk what to do. he won't call me by my pronouns and he he keeps using my deadname. I love him,and he keeps on saying that im the only reason he's still alive. I just. idk.