I'm struggling and finding it hard to move on from being heartbroken. I go through waves of feeling confident and empowered to waves of heartbreak and feeling lost. I thought about dating but I'm so shy and find it difficult to put myself out there. I can be so intense and deep, will there ever be someone else in the world who could find that appealing? Today is a tough day. Everywhere I look I see her, everything I do she's in my mind, every thought I have is centred on her. I need some release. I want to stop feeling. Thank you for listening to me.