I know this is like the stupidest thing to be upset about but it was a shitty day at work an my nerves are shot. I had it planned to get together a harry potter hogwarts uniform as my b-day present to myself. But the vest i seem to have ordered the wrong size for, the button up dwarfs me with both sizes i ordered. I bouhgt one form mens one fom womens. I'm 5ft tall and barely not overweight for that healthy weight range for a woman. See i can't even spell correct i'm so fucking upset. Like i just want to be able to buy all the nice mens section shirts they're putting out and wear them. But i'm short. And even if i wasn't i feel fat as fuck like this. Like i feel like even if i magically found the right size (and prolly would be limited to like 3 shirts) my hips would make it impossible an i would have to be like super unhealthy skinny to make it work. Which means i'd have to starve myself to get there. Which i'm so considering at this point. Liek i can't fix being short as fuck even for a girl but i can starve myself and be thin so hips are no longer an issue i'll do it. I'll wear just stupid graphic tees and boys section polos. No normal shirts. No nice long sleeve shirts that are normal not polo. Not even a fucking normal formal outfit. I figured i could get a formal outfit out of this. Cause all i have is dresses as formal wear. I don't want dresses. I don't want to be stuck dressing like a teenager i wanna dress normal. All i have that i can wear are shirts you'd buy at hot topic or graphic tees from walmart.