Hey everyone, I'm Ukyo, I'm 21 and I'm currently questioning my gender identity. My birth gender is female but I've never felt totally comfortable with my body. For the last few months, I began questioning myself about this, wondering if there's something more behind my actions and what I've been feeling about my body for the past nine years (when my body started to change). I've been really stressed because of this, my thoughts are just a big mess and I feel like there's this voice inside me that wants to scream something but I'm not sure if I'm ready to listen. I feel guilty for even questioning this, for not loving my body the way I should, for not being grateful for the body and the name I was given. But I just can't stand it anymore, I need to know if there's something else about me, if there's an answer to my nonsense. Also, English is not my first language so I apologize for any mistake.
