Hello everyone, I am new to this site as of today but I am very glad I found it. Let me start by saying that I am 29 year old man who has been married 4 years and has two kids 3 and 1. I have always considered myself to be straight. Never in my youth or even before I was married was I ever interested in men. But over the last year I have come to accept that I have a very serious sexual attraction to men. It took me all that time to even admit it to myself and I have only told two of my very closest friends. I have never actual done anything with another man but I find that I desire it greatly. As you can imagine this has me very confused about myself. My wife is currently away from home on a work related assignment and has been gone for over 3 months. In this time alone I have found myself thinking more and more about my bisexual desires. I am at a loss as to what I should be thinking or doing right now. I have never felt so confused in all my life. What am I? Gay? Bisexual? And what does that mean for me and my marriage? I just hope that someone here can give me the advice I need.