Hi, I didn't believe to the quote that Life begins at 40. But this is happened to me and I realize that the impact of the quote is really explosive, makes me suffer and lost control. Married with a woman with 2 kids, I can't find what is the meaning of love and I never tried to find it. When I was at 42 and I was away from my wife, it happened to me and all the things in my life become questions. I never know what is love but when I am now at 40s I realize that I need love really, I want to, that I deserve to get a love. I was, I hate to hear gay wedding inside and outside of my country. In my country it is a scandal and black history of human civilization. But now, I really want to marry a hot older Caucasian guy. It changed 180 degrees.
Thank you Noname87. I just want to be myself, and when I realized dreams at my childhood that I wanna be with guy from West (I am from east), I should get it one day. Now, I am ready for all possibilities to face the world, more brave and show this is I am. Thank you