Where do I start , hopefully this should be to long . For as long as I can remember I questioned my sexual orientation , after many years I decided to write a letter to my step mum. I had written the letter but decided not to post as I new she already new what I was about to write so seemed pointless. I had forgotten about it until about 2/3 weeks now and I panicked as I new my partner had seen it but wasn't saying anything . I thought I was paranoid as during our relationship I had encounters with girls and believed now I was bi sexual. Cut a long story short he woke me up saying who's Kerry *dated her before* my heart sunk and I lied and said don't know who your on about. His reply I've read the letter to your step mum , I died in side thinking my whole life was about to crumble around me. In a panic i said yeah I've questioned myself if I'm gay but I'm straight regreting each word knowin I had once lied again to myself and him. To my surprise he said he always new but had accepted my way . The shame and guilt and relief all at the same time over whelmed me and I broken-down and confessed all. He was so understanding and have decided to stay together. We agreed if I wanted to explore more with girls he would be ok as he loves me for me not my sex. A weight has lifted no more lies and for once I feel completely content happy and at ease. I'm very lucky to have a man so accepting. After I was out to him as being bisexual I told my step mum , I couldn't have wished for anything better then being accepted by those I love. The advice and support from both sides is undescriable . I'm able to be me . It was so hard admitting to my partner as we've been together 9 years and have a 3 year old . I didn't want either of us to get hurt but it's worked out . We are now engaged and with the stress and anxiety lies gone were finally on the same path.
The feeling of getting caught lying is terrible :lol: But anyways, glad your coming out went well and congrats on the engagement