OK, the topic is death, but not the way you might be thinking, it is about how it affects the living, to be more precise, the ones that didn't have as much contact with them. The thing is, last thursday two girls from my school died in a car accident (They weren't wearing safety belts), I didn't know them very much, however, I saw one of them a few times (Never really talked to). Today there was a memorial on their behalf an I kind of felt obligated to go and pay my respects. I am usually scared of death, I can't even stand the thought of there being no afterlife. This time, however, this thoughts didn't cross my mind,I mean, I am sure they will, it's been only a day since I've known of their deaths, but I don't want them to come. This is the first time someone I actually saw on a daily basis died and suddenly everything is becoming kind of... real. Anyway, I just needed to be heard. If any of you is willing to tell who was the first person that was close to you that died, feel free.