Hi, my name's Emil, i've been having some problems with my gender lately. I'm a trans male/non-binary person (idk wich one yet), I've been masculine my whole life and never had a problem with it but for some reason since i discovered that im not a woman i started getting really anxious when i thought about cutting my hair or putting on male clothes, is it internalized transphobia? I also feel like I'm going to lose myself if I transition. I would go to a LGBTQ+ therapist to talk anout this but i'm afraid i can't find one in my small town, wich leads me to other question, is there a way to start therapy online? Thank you for reading.