I tried to post this earlier but I must've messed up ... sorry I realized fully today that I'm completely and horribly attracted to another girl. I think I'm bi but I'm really not sure. I know I'm attracted to men absolutely and today I've realized that I'm into women, too? The issue with this is that I'm terrified to say anything. I'd like to be in a relationship with her and we talked about it today, but I feel like it wouldn't be fair to her. I've always described myself as straight so I even surprised myself. Both of my parents are fully accepting as well as my sister but I still feel terrified. Like I'd be a disappointment or like they'd be uncomfortable with me afterwards even though I KNOW THEY WON'T BE. My sister and I will point out attractive women and I'm even convinced she isn't straight herself. I'm just so scared. Half (if not most) of my family is very, VERY conservative, Christian, you know the whole ordeal. They love to remind me about how they want to live long enough to meet my grandchildren. I just feel like the words don't want to come out (hah!). I'm a very reserved person and I feel that if I said anything I would be out in the open, bare for everyone to see and I HATE it. I'm so afraid of judgement but I care about her so much. And I can't stand keeping it between the two of us. I'm completely new to everything ... relationships, and of course dealing with not being "normal". I go to a school with a majority of the kids being openly (and proudly) LGBTQ+, kissing their significant others and so on. But again I dont feel SAFE. I'm only a sophomore in high school, as well. I need help.