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I want a boyfriend!! But...

Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by clockworkfox, May 16, 2017.

  1. clockworkfox

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    Sexual Orientation:
    Gay
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    ...my past relationships with guys haven't been fulfilling. And I don't think future relationships with guys will ever be fulfilling until I'm passably male. :bang:

    Also, I have a girlfriend that I care for deeply, but there's no physical passion between us. She's passive. She wants me to be more dominant, but it's not in my nature. It's starting to get frustrating because I feel like neither of us are having our needs met, really.

    I used to think I was open to potential relationships with whoever caught my eye, but I'm starting to wonder if I really am just gay?? I've never had a girlfriend before, and at first it was great, but now I don't know. Maybe monogamy itself is just toxic - we're compatible in many ways, but evidently not sexually, but we're also both way too jealous to consider the possibility of having secondary relationships.

    I don't know what my problem is, I'm a mess... :dry: