i just wish i was someone else on the inside.. i feel like something is really wrong with me because.. i have short hair i dress masculine and you get the idea..i'm fine with that... the thing that i hate is that i'm very shy scared of everything and don't act so masculine.. (i'm like a comedian haha) and a lot of times i see feminine girls who have more "tomboyish" personality than me and then i think WELL..I'M JUST A JOKE HOW COULD ANY GIRL LIKE ME? i just wish i could somehow change the way i talk,walk everything about my personality.. any advice?=/
Aw, don't be ashamed of who you are! Nothing wrong with being tomboyish. I know there are definitely lesbians attracted to people like you. Maybe you could try branching out a bit more and meeting people. It might seem scary, but it will probably help.
I wish I could change how I talk too, my tongue is so short I don't say some things right. But I just say "who cares?" There must be something, anything, you like about your personality, so just focus on this when you hate the other parts. Soon, you'll stop caring about these hated parts
You do NOT need to change your personality. The fact that it doesn't "match" your exterior presentation is something that makes you more intriguing. You are multifaceted. Not one dimensional. This makes you more interesting not less. You are not a joke. Anything that is surprising about you makes you more fascinating. You just need a bit more confidence because these are things that make you a joy to get to know. Think of the people you know that strike you as having a little something special about them. They're quirky, right? This is good. Embrace it because you're special, too.