Since being on lockdown my mind has been racing a mile a minute and I have been thinking a lot. I identity as bi and at certain points of my adult life I think I've felt dysphoric to my gender (I'm born female). I was always the girly child and teenager. I'd say since I have really dived into my sexuality I have these dysphoric moments. Such as now; I have this insane urge to chop my hair off...I guess into a boys cut or just shave it all off, I get anxious when I see it. My son nurses and during these moments I feel disconnected to my female parts. But then other times I like them...its really weird. I just feel horrible now. Doing girly things feels so foreign to me right now, can anyone relate?