Attention all cis girls and trans boys, I need some help. Acording to my lovely and sweet and oh so supporitive girlfriend some things that I thought were normal for cis girls are not normal at all. I'm already pretty sure that I am trans boy but I battle so much internalized transphobia (torwards myself and not others) that having these questions answered will seriously help me. Now when I first found out that this stuff is not normal for cis girls I litterly went into a form of shock. I couldn't talk or move, it was like the truth had bashed me in the face and I couldn't hide from facts. I need ya'll to be 100% honest and I apprecatie any answers. I need my cis sisters here to say if it is normal and I need my trans rothers here to let me know if thee were things they also thought or did. Is it normal for a cis girl to: Spend lots of time in elementary school trying to pee like a boy. Have a esentially imaginary penis where you know the size and everything. Like it's kind of just there and you know it's a part of you but you can't actually see is and you even get boners but like nothing is there but it's real in your mind. Dream that you are the opposite gender at night. Wanting to use a mens restroom. When you see a man that's attrective is your one of your first thoughts I'd stilck it in his bum or hen you see a attractive girl would you think suck my ---- To want to be someones boyfriend instead of their girlfriend. Hate shaving your pits or any other area of your body. And when you first shaved you were litterly forced and cried about it. To be afraid of your vagina, boobs, and nipples from a very early age. Want a beard, boy cut hair, and top and bottom surgery. Obsess over if you are trans or not. Feel guilty for wanting to wear more masculine clothes. okay I have more questions but I'll leave it at that. Thank you so much in advance.