I have no idea what I should be doing. I feel like I want to express somehow that I am a boy? The problem is, I can't really pin this feeling down. There is nothing like a partial transition for FtM, is there? Then I would do it and say that I'm not a girl now. I transitioned, I'm not a girl. Just that. If anyone would believe me, or "buy it", I don't care. Why can't I just say it? But you either take T or you don't. And I feel like T isn't for me. And I can't have my own transition. I'm actually quite happy and well adjusted as a somewhat tomboyish girl, I wouldn't be happy being a guy, I have the gut feeling. If I was born with a penis, that would be a different story, but right now it would be a too large change. I have transgender feelings, I want to express them. But I have no idea what I should be doing, I already wear men's clothes and I'm rather out of the closet, I don't care for pronouns this much and I like my assigned name (like... it's my name), my mannerisms and the such are rather naturally masculine... Meh. I feel bad, but I don't know what I should be doing, how I should be fixing this. Lack of any detail doesn't help. Help?