I'm not asexual but I hardly feel attracted to other people. I identify as lesbian, but I'm less attracted to specific people and more like the idea of being with girls in general. My fantasies usually contain ambiguous women. I'm not really into typically considered hot girls. I have had some instances where I thought a girl was hot and I wanted to be with them but I didn't feel nervous or anything. I only feel nervousness for romantic crushes. I don't ever feel spotaneous attraction either. I can only become very aroused after thinking about it for a certain while, and only in certain circumstances. Is this normal, or does it mean anything?? Idk.