Ok so slightly misleading title but I need to fully explain. Right now I have one friend in my college. I've been trying to be friends with people since I joined but they all have their own friendship groups and I'm just not needed or really wanted. I'm so, so grateful that I have this one friend because in the weeks before I became friends with them I was really lonely and could go through days barely speaking. Now she's told me that she's dropping out of college. I'm literally terrified, because she is my only friend and if she's not there then I don't know what to do. We live really far away from each other so I'm never gonna be able to see her outside of class. I don't know what to do because I'm not good when I'm lonely. I don't really know what it is I'm after by posting this.