where do I even start !? There’s this girl,I’m also a girl, and I’m madly in love with her, the thing is. She is my best friend. I really don’t want to ruin our relationship but I’m falling more and more in love and it’s all I can think about. She said she’s not gay but recently she’s just been saying that’s it’s called friend ship ! I’m not sure what to thing any more there is so many mixed signals. She says she’s not gay to people but I think it’s just a defensive thing. But when she’s around me we always find an excuse to touch each other and when we touch hands we always linger on for a while. We always text each other and i think she might like me, I would say more of what we do like non stop hugging, playfully flirting, playing our future together and ect but I’m lazy so nah. I just want to know how to deal with falling in love. I just melt around her all the time and I just want to hold her and tell her that I love her.. love is hard. ( also I’m confused about my sexuality as I have never had a crush on a girl before I think I’m bi so that’s not making it any better) sorry if this doesn’t make sense I was typing fast and didn’t look back on what I wrote, I just needed to vent <3
