This was actually a very big year for me. Definitely the most evenful year in a while. Good and bad. Well it started with the end of last year. I moved to a new city. Finally found hope that I may accomplish something in life. Maybe find a job. I started a program to help me do just that. And, what do you know, March of this year, I found a job! My first ever job.... I gained confidence, set goals. But I still failed at everything after that. Still felt neglected, lonely, and I realized even this job isn't something I earned on my own. I still felt worthless. Then... In August... I considered suicide for the first time. I didn't attempt it. But I was very close. Finally, last month, I found this place. Empty Closets. Which not only helped me come to terms with being trans, also helped me feel like I am worth something. I may not be complely useless. And I am not quite as lonely. Which is awesome. Also, I came out to my brothers, and I am seeing a counselor now. I am finally doing what needs to be done. Finally.