It's a new and kind of scary feeling for me. I mean, I'm not entirely sure what to make of these feelings inside of me or if they really mean anything. I thought I was gay, but there is some weirdness about being a guy to me. Some days it doesn't feel right at all and other times I don't mind it. I find I tend to identify more with the woman's body, but is it just the image of beauty I see on TV or is it more than that? I don't know what experiences in my life are proof of it or not and I don't know where to start. I know there were some events that happened that got me scared and a little nervous.