Oh god, I feel like a crazy person typing this out. I had a dream last night where I hired a female sex worker to lose my virginity with. I woke up feeling so disappointed it ended because I’m 28, living alone, still a virgin, and want to have sex so badly. I’m thinking to myself, maybe it’s not a bad idea to hire a female escort? They have to have sex with me because I’m paying them to. I don’t have to worry about being ghosted or other women not finding me attractive. I could easily find a guy on a dating app to have sex with, but with women, I’m lucky if I get a message from them. I don’t want to have sex with men right now. I really want the experience with woman first. Thoughts on this? Anyone have or know anyone who has had experience with sex workers?
