Hi, I'm Caleb and I'm totally gay! It's nice to finally be able to think it, let alone write about it in a public forum. I've only told a few close friends, so I'm hoping posting here will give me the confidence to tell more people. I'd really like to just be done with the process of coming out but I'm still afraid of everyone knowing. And telling my parents... not really looking forward to that. I'm finally accepting that I can go out and find a boyfriend, and now I really, really want to. Having had a couple short-lived relationships with women in the past, I'm looking forward to finally going out with someone I'm actually attracted to. I'm 29 so I think it's about time. Other interests include listening to and playing music, reading, hiking, disc golf, and programming. Anyway, hello again everyone! This seems like a great online community to be a part of.