Over the past few months I’ve been questioning my gender so much. Everyday it feels like I’m Evan more disgusted with my birth assigned gender. I keep telling myself that since I don’t feel like I can tell anyone it must not matter that much and I’m not really feeling it rather just thinking I am. I don’t know what to do now I don’t know what I’m expecting to get out of this I just needed to let someone know.
I’ve gone 50 years feeling this way. You’re not alone. And thanks - I’m grateful to posts like yours for feeling I am not alone either. Each of our journeys is different, and I hope you find the path that leads to your authentic self. I’m searching for that path, too. I’m new here, so have no solid advice for what “worked for me” - but I do know that being here and feeling safe to identify here has lifted a weight off my shoulders in as little as day. Hope to see more of your journey.