The last few weeks have been agonizing my mind. I been recently having thoughts of myself as the opposite gender. I’ve always been real in tune with my sexuality and only attracted to the same sex. I’ve never felt more masculine than I do now.i never have been on the feminine side I was raised by men hence the influence on wanting to be like the boys since a young age. As I get older and learn more about myself I realize the things I don’t like. My body being one of them. more and more I imagine myself with facial hair or without breasts and I often wonder if that’s the missing piece of myself that I tend to try to fill in with toxic situations. I wonder about how my life would change For the better if I ever decided to partake in a transition. I wonder if it will bring me happiness but I’m quickly discouraged by the thought of the reaction I would get if I decided to take the route in exploring this decision.Is this normal? Am I confused? Am I onto something? How can I be sure about something like this.