i have been trying for months to get past sigmoid colon bend, i have never been successful yet. i don't know what the sensation should feel like and worried i will damage colon somehow by pushing too hard. lube isn't the issue as i have J-Lube and a lube shooter. i have a 13 inch toy that is 40? shore silicon and ~8 inches in circumference, it has a head specifically shaped for depth play. i tried for almost 2 hours to get this toy past bend but couldn't, it is very flexible i can bend it almost completely back on itself without much effort and it cannot stand up on its own. i also tried with a much smaller toy no avail. is some pain to be expected? i know when i first started using larger toys (10-13 inch circumference) the first few times i couldn't get them in because it was a feeling i didn't experience with smaller toys so i didn't put much force trying to get them in, turns out that "feeling" is normal and i pushed pasted it and am used to it now, i'm wondering if it's something similar with my current situation? although i definately felt minor instances of pain tonight trying to get past sigmoid, and i am slightly sore when i stretch or push down on rectum/colon from my front side if someone can tell me some secret i don't know or something to help i would appreciate it beyond words. i just spent 220$ on a dildo and can't even get it halfway to base also P.S. there would be no err... blockage. i have a bag enema and keep pumping water in and out until i can expel a liter of clear odorless water.