Im feeling unhappy a lot recently, more than average. The average is usually during school days when I wake up, slug through the day, talk to some friends and then get home, sit down and do nothing. On top of that I procrastinate, not wanting to leave my comfy abode that is my room. More recently I've been more careless in school work, and it only gets worse. Over the break it has been fun but I'm surrounded by happy faces and nice places on social media and only feel more discontent. I've been sitting down for the majority of the days and watching the corny Netflix shows finishing a season at a time. My mom and sister seem to be always working and never even want to talk to me. That is, when I'm not sitting alone in my room. I honestly don't blame though. My attitude has been decreasing and I feel I've become rude and more pessimistic. When my mom isn't working she urges me to talk to friends and try to go out and do fun things. I know she's trying to get me to be happy but I don't feel as close to my friends as I should be. It might because I'm gay and haven't told them yet, but It also seems like I don't have common ground with them. I'm outward and funny around my friends and other people, and glad for it but when I'm alone I brood over every little thing about me. I don't know if I need a best friend or a hobby or something but nothing seems to keep me happy for long. And as someone who can't drive yet :dry: my options to do things are limited and I'm feeling a little neglected. I just keep wishing and finding myself wanting a best friend to help raise my morale. So is there anything I could do?:help: Sorry for all the different subjects brought up.