Sometimes I wish people would tell me. I guess it's not wanting to take responsibility for it, but wanting it. Yeah i was thinking this, the way women display their butts in things like yoga pants you don't often get see guys like that. The first time I started to really notice men sexually in public was seeing male ballet dancers. Yes I realize it's also a 'hope' 'see I am attracted to her, I am not gay. That's why it's so confusing!