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I opted in for the regular school year so yeah, it should be normal. But I hated AP Lang because apparently, everything we were taught was wrong, and so we had to relearn things and it just didn’t make sense and stuff

 

That sounds like a questionable school.

 

I think it’s was just that we couldn’t write on the college level yet, but she wanted us to know the “24 styles of sentence types” or some bs

 

Ok. I'm out of questions. Is there anything you want to ask?

 

Yeah, actually. When did you know you were gay? And you haven’t told anyone except this app?

 

When i was a small child. I have a faceless facebook where i've joined some gay groups, and I've gone to some in person.

 

Hey! That’s really good my guy!! Maybe you can form a bond with someone from there, and make friends! Once you make one, it’s easier to make more. Tell me about them?

 

I am black, 5'0, and have depression and anxiety. I haven't gotten much interest from anyone on Facebook, probably because I advertised this. I have attracted people who just ghosted me for no reason or blocked me when I told them my problems. As for meetings in person, I was mostly ignored. I think my height and race are clearly disadvantageous in adult, white majority social spaces.

 

Have you thought about not advertising that and just adding a picture of yourself? People are quick to judge by just hearing how someone looks, rather than seeing. If the people knew what you looked like, I’m sure not all of them would have ghosted you or ignored you. There’s someone for everyone, that’s what I believe

 

I can't post a picture because I'm not out. I do want to advertise my problems because I want support rather than a superficial thing. I sent pictures to the ones who ghosted and blocked.

I will give up soon.

 

Hey now. Don’t ever give up on who you are, because then you’re living a lie. I plan on coming out soon. To everyone. I know that if I can do it, you can too. Be true to yourself. There’s someone out there for you, and I’d hate to see you give up on that. You’ve been a pleasure to talk to this far, and if people can’t see that you’re a good, and kindhearted person, than that’s their loss. Everyone struggles sometime in their life. We just have the struggle of coming out and being accepted on top of that. You can get through this, and I know that there’s someone out there willing to give it a try, so please don’t give up!

 

To come out, I'd have to leave my parents' house, which won't happen anytime soon. It's ok if I am alone.

 

Your parents are homophobic? But that doesn’t mean you should stay closeted your whole life. And whenever you can leave or afford an apartment, you should put yoirslef out there.

 

They are. Not my whole life but until i leave. It is just hard to because of my health. I can barely get out of bed most days.

 

Is that due to the anxiety And stress? Or depression

 

Neither. I am very sick.

 

Like, respiratory illness type of sick? Not necessarily that, but bodily illness?

 

Yes, bodily. Not respiratory

 

Ik I’ve been gone awhile, but man that sucks. I know there’s not much I can say or do to help, but I’m really sorry about that

 

A lot has happened. I posted pictures in a lot of groups. I asked for friends and a relationship and got neither. Maybe I'm ugly. Oh well. How's life?