I feel like I am drifting away from all of my old friends. My mom hates my new friends, so I never see them outside of school, and then my other friends live hours away from me. I'm not allowed to have kik, so I can't keep internet friends, and at the moment, I am just very lonely. Nobody ever invites me anywhere, and whenever I make plans, everyone cancels. I don't know what to do. My mom is like a tyrant when it comes to my friends, she thinks she is allowed to tell me who I can and can't talk to, and has her phone set up so she gets all of my texts and any apps I download. I feel like a fucking five year old, ad I just need to breathe on my own. I'm 14, I should be allowed to have a little bit of freedom. She can't control who I become friends with anymore, I just feel so trapped.