I am a hard working, 17 year divorced single mom. I had ovarian cancer 5 years ago and I am cancer free for past 5 years. Haven't dated in 3 years because of my own insecurities because of hysterectomy. Met someone 6 months ago. He said he was divorced.. that was a lie. He's still married but separated since October(last year). He said he had to have foot surgery because he has neuropathy in both feet. Told me was on disability but was waiting for state funds. He was living with a guy friend but said that his friend's girlfriend was bad news. So we started dating Memorial Day weekend. He still has no state funds coming in.. or at least that's what he says. He was selling his pills.. but hasn't given me any money towards bills. We talked last month that I need and want affection from him since I'm supporting both of us. He drinks alot and every day. Found out he's smoking crack. He took a bs job about a month and a half ago. Still doesn't give me any money towards bills. He had a state issued food card for about three months and did buy a little food. So no affection. He drinks about a 6 pack or more a day. Two packs of smokes a day. He was using my car until I found out he has no license. That was another lie. He got pissed off the other night because I disagreed with him and he smashed his phone into my windshield which is now cracked. I thought I loved him. It's only been 6 months. He's homeless. He lies all the time. I'm afraid if I throw him out he'll retaliate and break into my house. I had asked him to leave three months ago but he said he'd try to give me money, he loves me.. would be affectionate. NOT! He's done nothing but drain my bank account since I have to replace a windshield, a flat screen tv he threw the remote at and he feels he owes me nothing. So ungrateful. Why do I feel so bad about throwing him out? I know he's homeless. I have given so much of myself. Opened my house and heart to him.