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For my anxiety

Discussion in 'General Support and Advice' started by junebug99, Nov 26, 2017.

  1. junebug99

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    I am not broken from the fear of my mind never shutting off.
    Although I have been through the deep end of emotional turmoil.
    And I have given into it without knowing a way out.
    The constant anxiety that lives in my mind will forever be a part of me.

    I cannot hide from it for it will chase me down.
    Knowing that I must carry on through this life
    Among the ocean of flooded emotions and drowning waters that is my mind.

    I must be strong. I must not give into my crazy stupid thoughts.
    That change my ever wandering mood down the path of life.
    I must be the force that ends the crazy stupidness!
    I must rise above it and find that there is a solitide among my crazy thoughts.
    I do not need the pity of others that have no sense of what my mind carries in it every day. I will carry on alone with my strength that keeps me high above the pain. And as I stand alone in the sunshine high on the mountain top.
    I will always belive that I can become the person that no longer needs to swim through the ocean of my mind. I will fly above the pain and never let it return again. That is my strength alone. That is my power to prevail!