Hello everyone! I am a gay boy, 26 years old, who was always trying to play the straight role, dating girls and trying to convince myself that I am not what I am. This year, I thought that enough was enough. I decided, that I should try to be myself and at least try dating men. This was a difficult decision, since in the country I live, this is not looked with a "good eye". Anyway, as a joke I downloaded a dating app and I met this guy. He seemed lovely and we started dating. It is almost two months now. Since it is my first gay relationship and he knows it, lately I feel we have some problems, but I am not quite sure if it is all in my head, or is there a real problem, so I decided to ask here. The thing is, that I am really giving my best to make this relationship work. When we are together, I am always the one, who cooks dinner. I don't mind doing it, but when sometimes I need help for something, or ask him to make a salad, lay the table or something like that, he says "Fine", does nothing and continues playing a game on his phone. If we are together in the weekend, I wake up one hour earlier to make breakfast. If we have to wake up early, I get up from the bed first, so I give him 10 more minutes of sleep. I buy him some small gifts, just to make him smile. Since he works in shifts, I am always doing my schedule to fit with his. This, sometimes is really difficult - I work out, so I try to have worked out in that day earlier, my appointments with friends must be delayed, ignored or skipped that day, so we can meet and many other little things like that. What I get in return, you may ask? The thing is that I ask this question myself too. I don't really need anything. Maybe sometimes a little sex? For the past two months we hadn't had it even once. Only french love, and masturbation, but nothing special. We've talked roles, and I told him my preference to be top. He has shared with me, that he likes anal, has done it a lot, but for some reason, does not "let me in". This makes me feel bad and makes me think he doesn't want it with me. About me - I work out a lot - I go to the gym 5 to 6 times a week, I go ice skating, I go jogging and I do rope skipping. I work in the IT sector, which means that especially for my country, I earn A LOT. I trim my body, use cosmetics and always try to look as best as possible for him (I consider myself as a masculine guy with athletic figure). I am trying so hard to find the problem in me, try to do something differently, but I still don't get my chance. I am sometimes making jokes about "going in", but I try to sound both as a joke and serious. Last week, he turned to me with the question "What will happen if I let you? What will you fight for then?". I thought to myself "Why should I fight for it? Shouldn't this thing happen in a regular basis in a normal (especially new) relationship?". So.. do sex happen as rare, as it is in our case? Do you see a problem, or am I imagining one? Am I doing too much, or perhaps too little?