Hey Littlewhitelies, Being in the closet (even partly) can hinder your ability to find and keep a boyfriend. Depending on where you live, though, there may be some possible ways of meeting other LGBTQ people that you may not have explored. Have you checked whether or not your school has a GSA-type club/program? Have you done a search for any nearby LGBTQ centers that offer teen services?
Do you know anyone that is gay in your school? If so try approaching them and even coming out to them if you want. They may know other gay guys. You could find out if there are any pride events going on and maybe attend one if you're confident enough. Try social media, there are people who are openly gay on them. Try reaching out to them? Whatever you do it will take an effort by you to get results. It will happen for you, as you get older it will get easier and easier. Keep trying it'll work out for you eventually. Have a good day!!!