As I made this thread I'm going to start it off seem as I have a little story to say. So it was my last birthday (which was a while ago but it was the worst birthday of my life) and I woke up it was a Saturday so I'm off school and I go downstairs to do things you normally do on your birthday like open cards and you know how many cards were there about six because half my family doesn't talk to us anymore. Then I have to realisation that there goes another year being the only one out of my friends who does get a card or message from my dad which makes the day worse. At around 3-4pm I get a notification from Facebook so I go on and whats there a thing saying "that one friend who everyone knows is gay but won't admit it" and a gif of a boy dancing, the caption above says my name. The comments racked up saying stuff like "it even looks like him" from people I thought were nice. That's the point were I was gone this one day the day I was supposed to be happy for was one of the three worst days of my life. The next Monday I go to school and the person who put the thing on Facebook comes over to me and goes did you like the post on Facebook, I laugh and walk away my blood is boiling and I don't get pissed off easily but when I do I snap, like I'll throw stuff and just go crazy. I got an hour through school before that happened I burst out crying and stand up ready to throw punches, kicks and objects. So I left the classroom and I'm see the person which makes me even angrier, I'm bloody seeing red, I start walking towards them and a teacher grabs me and she tells me to calm down and at that point I look around and see I must look terrible and she lets go of me and I do something stupid and punch the wall (which calmed me down loads) but then I knew that everyone will be asking questions now and that started the point when everyone now talks about me being gay behind my back. Now that was months ago, but about a month or two back I had a girl come up to me and ask if I'm gay because she said everyone talks about it and she didn't know if it's true. That was the moment I realised that I felt alone because I knew people weren't what they seemed. Next week my final year of school starts and I'm going to come out slowly to everyone because I'm ready. I wrote this to show the worst moments of pain I went through that stood out to me the most while figuring myself out. I know my story is terribly written and probably just terrible in general but I want people to write their stories here if they want to get off them off their chests. No one will though i bet.