Guys I'm feeling all of these mixed up emotions, doubts, fears. Just yesterday I wrote a thread about my needs as a gay woman. Today I find myself saying, how do I know any of that? How do I know who I really am? How do I know anything about me, given that 90% of my life I've been walking around blindly just fumbling around and apparently making bad decisions, based on not understanding myself well enough? I know what this is, this is me feeling doubts because I'm facing huge decisions, things are getting real, and I don't want to f* up terribly, especially when so much is at stake. But knowing that doesn't take the nagging doubts away. How do I get my head back on right? How do I get myself to see things more clearly again? I need to be able to see the core truths that help me feel I'm doing the right things. ---------- Post added 24th Jul 2016 at 11:42 PM ---------- This is nuts, I know I'm gay, why am I doubting this? I've always known. I just never acknowledged it. Why do these doubts keep cropping up?