I have been questioning things now to the point of I don't know where I fall on the scale. I do love the femal figure, but I do not like the vagina, the penis is still preferable. I feel my obsession with the penis is purely curiosity that is taking over my mind. I always get excited when I see one in porn. I mentioned it to my therapist and she said she had a similar patient, but they were admitted to a psych hospital. Still questioning
Getting aroused when seeing a penis in porn in my opinion it doesnt mean anything about your sexuality. Actually i think most men get aroused when seeing one in porn, maybe bc the sight of a erect penis resemble arousal. I cant say for sure but it is my opinion. Would it be the same thing for me, bc a transwoman penis for some reason is something that arouses me so much. Although i get very aroused by a vagina too. I think for you to have a little more clarity, you should masturbate without porn and think about having sex with a men and a woman, or maybe a penis and a vagina. Althought i cant say it worked for me since i have ocd and bc of this i enterin a whole compulsive masturbation to it for more than 3 years, and now whenever i do i actually feel arousal feeling and get somewhat hard. But i could work for you tho. The most important thing is to not obsess over this. I think that people who know more than me will comment here as well, but its just my opinion.
I wouldn't worry about any scale, you are who you are. Just live and what will be will be. Whether you're still questioning, gay or bi, all are OK so probably easier said than done but don't worry about it.
getting aroused when seeing a penis means you might possibly be drawn towards a man but you mentioned like a female figure, I aren't a person to comment but you possibly could be Bi? I am and it seems you might be. or, you might be like me, I like women for sex and all the snazzy stuff and i like men for the more intimate things, does that make sense?
I get what you are saying. I just get super turned on with seeing a penis. To me it is hot and gets me excited. I can picture more than just sex with a guy now.
